Friday, September 13, 2024

Restoration "Hardware"


 Van Gogh. The Oise at Auvers, 1890

I'm rereading September 2014 Journals and adding them to DRL history.  On Sept 22, a Monday, I write 

"Weekends... restoration.  had the thought this wekend that weekends should feel like obvious steps to restoring and re-creating.  My default setting is that it's just a time for a different set of chores."

 There's nothing different 10 years later.  My -- whether at night after school or on weekends -- default is to put on a different set of clothes when I get home and starting cranking out to-dos.  Now, it's cardio, weights,   guitar, reading, HW, make and clean up from dinner.  

I would be pretty stumped if you asked me what I do for "restoration."  Even "restorative" things I do with the mentality of a chores -- meaning I have to write it on a schedule, get to it, or else I'll just do nothing.  

One problem is that I feel like there are infinite piles of weekly/monthly chores to tackle and infinite piles of projects.  

What is my "restoration practice"?  (I think I recall some meditation or yoga instructor saying "i'm wishing you a restorative practice".). 

I'd like it to be a simple thing:  a chiropractor re-aligning.  balancing the wheels on a car, popping a pill to slow down the racing heart, re-adjusting the steering on a bike, oiling a squeaky door....  there should be a box of tools -- "hardware" -- that helps in restoration.

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